Ever since I was a child I felt a sense of mission. I felt in my soul there is something I need to do. And, not just anything. Something beyond the expected responsibility of getting an education, a job, and bearing children. This feeling drives me. But sometimes it feels heavy.
Wow thanks for the tears… Actually made me cry. There’s this constant voice telling me to just jump and die, when I’m not doing what I should do. I’m even aware of what my mission is, but it feels impossible to do.
Well I guess starring Substack is a start, and I always seem to have infinite energy even when I run from the mission. Guess that’s within the plan.
I know that feeling. I am chosing the pain of work on what I know what I should be doing, but I do have procrastiantion sessions in between. I wish you all the best.
Wow thanks for the tears… Actually made me cry. There’s this constant voice telling me to just jump and die, when I’m not doing what I should do. I’m even aware of what my mission is, but it feels impossible to do.
Well I guess starring Substack is a start, and I always seem to have infinite energy even when I run from the mission. Guess that’s within the plan.
I know that feeling. I am chosing the pain of work on what I know what I should be doing, but I do have procrastiantion sessions in between. I wish you all the best.